Playing guitar in front of an audience after a lapse of many years was daunting, but totally satisfying. There was the fear of making a fool of myself to overcome. Now that I have done that, I feel relieved. Very relieved!
The opportunity of joining in with some very fine musicians had a dual effect. Firstly it kept me safe, because no matter what I did or didn’t do, the music wasn’t going to be bad. That kept the fear at bay. Secondly, there was the prize of acceptance.
When you become part of an ensemble, eyes meet, and there is a tiny imperceptible nod of approval and greeting. The music carries you. Lifts you.
Playing guitar is like riding a bicycle, you don’t forget. 
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